One American

I have noticed a very big change in my life when i look at this semester from the last here in the good ol' town of nac. A change for the better. It is truly amazing how your life is effected by the people you hang out with...Allow me to explain:

Last semester my two roomates were two of my brothers friend's who still had one last semester to live in the house, so when my brother moved out, i moved in with the two people. Now, don't get me wrong, there is/was nothing wrong with these two people, we had a great time when they were here, but they just weren't my type of friends, i couldn't really point out anything specific why they weren't, they just weren't. I think Damon would definitely agree that when he visited down here, it was "Luke" he was visiting, my nacogdoches personality that i have gotten from most of the people that i have hung out with down here which were mostly fraternity people, also known as my brother's friends. I don't want to sound like a nut and say that i have multiple personalities, but their definitely is a difference.

Now that the two old roomates have come and gone, and the new roomates have moved in, i have noticed that i can be myself a lot easier with the guys, and coincidence or not, my roomates remind me of my friends in the gkrew. Not only is there a whole bunch of similarities between them and the gkrew friends, they just have this manner and humor about them that is just like i was back in g-town.

Things are finally started to fall into place down here in nac, now i catch myself calling nacogdoches my home and not grapevine anymore. I don't find myself coming back to grapevine much more either, because there is nothing really there for me to come back to anymore, most of my old friends no longer live in dallas anyway.

My life now consists of skipping class, (which has become a really bad habit) work, going out with my buddies, dj'ing (once you get the hang of it, it is fun as hell), playing with my new baby kitty (Tyson...he dominates) and just hanging out like old school. Things are going pretty good for me, if you don't consider school a part of that...but who needs school anyway.

"Learn them good for makin' fun of shaker ways"

Good times in Nac

WOW!! More things to talk about after two days...and i thought that i wouldn't have anything to say on this 'ol journal of mine.

After that fun filled night ended and a couple days past away, i found myself at our house with the whole group again after the club. Before the girls came over, Mike (my roomate) asked me if it would be ok for him to get with Gena. Considering i had no real say in the situation because i have only known Gena for three days now, I acted like a badass and lied my ass off and told him that i didn't give a shit if he did or not. Well, the girls came over with greg (who is engaged) and two other guys (one who is gay...seriously gay, told us he had a boyfriend, but that is a whole different story). Gena started to flirt with mike, and of course mike thinking that he has my ok was flirting back with her. Seeing this was just eating me up inside, and i still can't figure why i was feeling like that. A girl that i have met a couple times, have not really done anything with was hitting on my roomate and the whole time i was asking myself why she wasn't trying to hit on me, and it was killing me. Well, about an hour passes and the gay guy was outside smoking a cig and he trips on some steps and busts his chin and lip, bleeding profusly. Everyone somewhat sobers up and they take him to the hospital to get stiches (he ended up getting 14 stiches on his chin and 7 on his lip). Which left the house to just mike and i. Mike made a comment about how he would have been able to get with Gena if it wasn't for what had happened. I looked at him and jokingly (even though there was some truth to it) "It looks like you and Greg grew up in the same type of school". I think he could tell that i was a little upset and we ended up having about a two hour conversation about shit. He told me that he would not even try anything with Gena after our talk, and i felt glad at first...but now i realize was a jealous little ass i have been acting like. It still pisses me off that Gena doesn't have any interest in me, but there is nothing i can do about it. Anyways, long story short...the results of this whole story, i feel, has made my friendship with mike a whole lot better, and if i had a choice, i would definitely choose a better friend, then some woman. Like Dr. Dre and Snoop say...Women ain't nothing but hoes and bitches. Punany outs P.S. Damon-about your whole situation, i say let her know how you feel and you wouldn't want to talk or see her again. Since she will be moving to dallas it would be a whole lot harder to play the avoid game, so i think the sooner you tell her, the better.

I'm back baby!!
Well, not really back, but i am here. Since this kind of seems like the thing to do, i thought i would give it a shot since i have a good (well, crappy for myself) story to talk about. Last friday after a fun filled day of work and skipping class, my roomate (Johnathan) decided to have a chill night of drinking, so he got a 12 back of shiner bock and the night got started. He then called his girlfriend (Amber) and asked her to come over. Not forgetting about his buddy he asked Amber to bring a friend over also (Gena). So these chicks came over and i was in a pretty good mood, because it was just us, no cockfest or any competition...just how a like it. So we all are hanging out and chilling, playing pool and what not. Things are going pretty well (or so i think). The girls decide to go to the local video store and pick up a movie. Apparently, Amber's brother (greg who is 25 or something like that....oh yeah and he is also engaged) works at the video store and they invited him over after he got off of work. That is cool with me though, i can handle a guy who is engaged right??? WRONG! and that is when my night started to suck, these are the things that added to the suckiness of my night 1. Greg comes over and Gena goes from me to...him...but i'm still thinking that is ok because he is engaged 2. We start playing this drinking game called "I never..." which is a game where someone says something that they have never done, and if you have done it then you have to drink...i'm thinking, that is cool...i can handle this. Well everyone (except for me) decided to say sexual stuff that they have never done, and in most cases everyone else would drink because everyone down here seems to fuck like rabbits except for me. So not only am i not drinking, but i am getting embarrased for being such an innoccent this fuckhead. 3. During this whole time of playing the game Gena and Greg (who is engaged...have i mentioned that already?) are flirting like crazy. So i just start to drink shiner's like water. 4. Even though we polished off a pack of shiner's i got absolutely no buzz at all, then I moved to had stuff (during this stupid drinking game), polish that off and still no buzz. Since we ran out of alcohol we stop the game, and Johnathan and i decide to have a cig. When we come back inside, Gena and greg (who is engaged) are both sitting together on the couch just talking it up like to fucking rabbits. That was basically the straw that broke the camels back for that night and i decided to go back into my room, look at porn and not say another word to anyone else for the night. The next day i was reflecting on the shitiness of the night before and i still haven't figured something out. Why the hell did that night piss me off so bad? Even now when i think about it, it just strikes a nerve and doesn't sit well in my stomach. It isn't like Gena was suppose to hook up with me and she broke it, it was just my bad luck that we didn't hook up. And Greg i'm sure had no idea what he was stepping into when he came over after work, and i'm sure he still doesn't know that he stole (i say stole because it makes him out like the bad guy) someone from myself. So that was my fun night, didn't get buzzed, lost a chick to some engaged dude and ended up in my room, alone...like always....what a wonderful world this is. With that note, i believe i'm off until next time.

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